Just to bring you up to speed.....

This last weekend I went back to my home town to mow the yeard of the house we are trying to sell up there and to help paint. While up there I ran in to my ex who wanted to drive around and talk about her new bf and ho much she missed me.... yadda yadda yadda. During this straind exchange of words I realized that I kinda missed her, which doesnt surprise me, she was one of my first loves, well the first that I knew loved me back instead of just playing with my head. Any how after that I went to the bowling alley. The hub of all that is exciting in the town. God I hate that place. any how sat there, got mildly drunk, got into discussions involving training horses for races, and football. Two subjects that I know almost nothing about. That was the highlight of the night, scary isnt it. Any how the "alley" closed and it was time to leave. On to the disfunctional house party. While at the party, I got into conversations involving the familys of almost every drunk there, and had to listen to them explain about stuff I already knew. At least after that I was alowed to head to the house and pass out. Driving back sunday night I realized that the reason I watch drama on tv like Nip/Tuck, Rescue Me, and The OC is for drama. living up there, it becase a big part of my life that I now need it to continue. I can hear some of you out there in internet land saying real laife isnt that dramatic. Well it was and the story lines changed at least weekly and crossed over all the time. Actually watching all this is nice, I get the drama with out having to realize the impact on my life, nor explain to some one why there life now sucks cuz they screwed up. Although I must admit I do miss being the person that everyone went to when they had a problem


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